I haven't eaten anything heavy since lunch but enough about that.
I have been blogging again since when again? Now that explains how long
it has been. I've been caught up with academics, Ondoy, orgwork and
friends.
I was keeping tabs with my Tabulas blog and I forgot to keep tabs now.
I bet it has become boring. Oh well, what happened during the past
month?
First, I wrestled with feeling and trying to erase every single message
but I still don't have the heart to do. I will soon. I will. No, I must.
Second, I've witnessed a love story blossom and destroyed by their very
own doing. I got sad here, there are things that needs to be given a
chance. Great potential but why? Seriously, I want to ask why did it
have to end that way?
Third, I was on the brink of taking risks such as taking orals and
finals exams. Come on, maybe I could have aced my subjects but wanted
to take the safer course instead. but in the end, I fared well. So far,
senior year is giving me the best of what it could. I was really the
suckiest student back in junior year, having the suckiest grades ever.
Senior year, however is a blessing in disguise.
Having ordinals in my blog makes me iffy. Oh well.
I've been keeping up with family matters and been keeping myself intact for them, 'nough said.
On other things, I've been going out with my friends and reconnecting
with them, too much academics make me crazy. add the fact, that too
much work in our organization makes us insane. The recent PlevSem was
very eventful since we've been closer than ever. Rant-fest, FTW.
"Responsibility" and all the other quotes.
I could feel responsibility now. One thrust of the org is empowerment
and most of it relies on how we do the job well. I'm glad I have a
deputy someone who would help me think and be there. I know I can
really depend on her. Thank you Aly.
Yet, the highlight of my month was being with someone I'm with for a
very long time. Though it was more of formalizing arrangements, it was
the best ever. I have dreamed of different proposals but that has just
been the best ever. Everything is in place except for a few
arrangements that I am planning to fix soon, hopefully. Happy Weeksary!
:D
Hmm, I miss my friends now. I haven't seen them after PlevSem. Two days
or so won't be that long and I'm practically sleepy now. I'll have
something better next time